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    haspassed,hopefully,asIassume

    However,Idon''''twanttoadmitthefactthatIdonotknow,atall,everythingthatshapesthefollowingdays,howthefutureofminewilllooklike

    PerhapsI''''vebeenthroughsomanyscratchesiawithirreversibleabrasionsandmars

    AndIdon''''tdaretothink,toenter,again,thehardship

    SoIchoosetonotfaceitthewayIusedtobefore

    Evengethemodeofmylifestyleandmy''''things''''thatmustbedone

    Toletmevincemyselfbemorerexedandsoothemyrashnessandungainliness

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    ButaremyinternalstateofmindaalstatusreallyassuagedasIsupposed?

    Whatisthehetitleofmylifechapter?"